The Pain That Nobody Should Have

I haven't posted anything in a while.  Today is the 13th of January.  And my heart has broken more times in the past week than it ever has before.  My friend lost her precious baby girl at 39 days old.  Then a few days later, 3 friends lost their mothers.  Their mothers who are the same age as my mother.  And even though I don't have the best relationship with my mother, I couldn't imagine losing her.  I had a hard enough time with the death of my grandmother.  And I don't even want to think about losing one of my boys.  The pain that nobody should have.  I tried to write a post about resolutions.  And a couple about word of the year.  And somehow, none of it seems to matter anymore.  That's not important.  I think that the best thing that I can do is to live my life.  Enjoy my family.  And not take any of that for granted.  Here's to hoping that this year gets better.