It's Going To Be Hard

I signed up for local workout camp.  You pay a lot of money up front, meet with a nutritionist, and  personal trainer 5 times a week for 6 weeks.  And if you lose 20 lbs in that time frame, you get you're money back.

So this morning, I started measuring and weighing my food/drinks again.  Not bad and I'm used to it.  But I haven't really cut anything out.  But I know that they will want me to cut things out.  So I used less cream and sugar in my coffee.  And had less coffee.  No sweets planned until #1's birthday this weekend.  This is where it's going to be hard.  I love my coffee.  I love my full fat and full sugar creamer too.  And it is just not the same.

And although I know that I need to do this, I already want to give up.  I don't want to wake up at 5:30 every morning to be at the gym by 6.  I also don't want to give up my coffee, and my dressings for salad, and gravy.  But that's also why I need to do this bootcamp.  It's a vicious circle I tell you.  VICIOUS.

So between party planning and getting the kiddo back to his routine for school starting next week, I will be getting my mind and body used to the next 6 weeks ahead.  And while I won't be full fledged bootcamp style this week, it's a start.  And any start is a move towards a good direction.